缘来缘去

在机缘巧合的安排下，
人会在各种各样的情况下相遇，
在马路上邂逅，然而之后才知道在同一间公司工作十年却从未遇见，
在菜市场与卖鱼先生讨价还价，发现隔壁在买菜的X也一样，
两人就一见如故，相逢恨太晚。
一起念小学，国中，高中，大学，追女孩，一同工作，结婚，生子，
在同一间大学，明明就有很多人在周围，
却只和几位比较有眼缘的人合得来，
然而就错过和其他人相遇的机会。
在夜店，跳跳舞， 喝喝酒，也会遇到合眼缘的人，
这就是冥冥中安排好的吗？

然而，在我们生命当中，95%的人不会陪我们到老，

A precious moment of once in a life time

A memorable life time experience to be starting

A special commitment to be present to be kept

A long & unseen journey to be walk through
A future that is awaiting for your & me

as long as you are happy, I will be happy for you.

sincere from the bottom of my heart.

I know you are facing a lot of problem from here and then,

but you won't know what is upcoming next,

the solution is not that hard as what you think it is,

is depends on how you look at that 'challenge'

it can be very easy yet hard.

don't start the morning in the hard way by thinking today is a shitty day,

just think positively, just let your mind goes clear.

if you keep thinking that the problem is hard to solve, then it will be hard.

I do not know how to put it in words,

but i know every challenge got the solution to solve,

if things really goes off hand, then just let it be,

take it as an experience.

maybe you think that it is easy for me to say, but don't let the challenge make you fall,

no matter that incident is by manmade or accident.

A lot of people ask me, " why do you have to work so hard for a Company that barely could appreciate you"

Well I answer them in this way " I work so hard for the company not because of the Company, but for the person who i RESPECT too much" because " she is the one that taught me every single thing in that shitty company, she is the one who allow me to fall, to grow from nothing to something, to see how does a world of mask is, to challenge my guts and my thinking n etc"

It is not you to judge me, whether I was paid fairly, whether i was treated fair.

Is the return in no see. this is the chance we wont get often. I grab herder than anyone, i work harder than who ever newbbies are, just because i know i am a FRESH-GRAD who graduate from a different field, a different environment, i need to pay twice harder than anyone, i need to learn faster than anyone, because I know I am not smart enough, I want to prove to myself that I can do it, I can run like everyone, Just give me the courage n strength to continue, don't stop me, just be with me and you will know that all my hard work will be paid in other way.

As i see myself now, I am Doing better , but I believe that I CAN ACHIEVE HIGHER.

so bare with me~~~

if you are here, i believe you will support me in no matter wat way, cause u know wat i want to prove to people, you know what is happening.

Just Wait n See.

If you Ever KNOW~~

If you ever know that we never be apart even with all the obstacles~

If you ever know that I never give up on you, not a single second~

If you ever notice that whenever i pick up a call i wish it was you~

If you ever notice that I need you all the time, ups and downs~

I shouldn't have act stupidly to be angry to you, Just because you do not allow me to attend the one of the important moment in your life. YES you did not allow ME to.

Your birthday is around the corner, I wish I could make up something that will bring us back together like passed time. I really wish it could happen, Just a little courage from me, one little step for me to knock off the ice wall between us. I really do hope that miracle will happen, let me be prepare. let there be surprise for us.

I never expect you to forgive me so easily, but i still hope~~ that day will come

when you & I

when i am angry, means i care,

when i cry, i depend on you too much,

when i am being rude because i being real to you,

when i hug you cause i need the strength from you

when i smile, wanna make your day better

when i laugh because your joke is lame

when i scold you, because i care

when i am quiet because i'm thinking of the future

when i listen to you ur word inspire me

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when you stop me from doing something because you care

when you ask thousand of questions, you just need 1 answer

when you yell at me is because you know i will listen

when you being frustrated is because you worry bout me

when you kiss me your heart belongs to me

when you hold my hand, means you wont let go

when you stand beside me, you are planning the future

when you are down you never tell me afraid i will be worry

when you sing because you express your love

how does we stay contact when we don't call, see, or even text each other?

how do I know what are u thinking and u know what am i pondering?

sigh..