how to hold on to your dream if I do not have one?
how to achieve the goal if I do not know which path am I going?
how to appreciate my life if I do not know what's gonna happen next?
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Suddenly I feel not motivated again,
due to...
my life was completely ruin or to say 'fucked up' by me,
I'm lost..
seriously.....
I tend to found out today, that I'm a coward, so useless and so far behind from others,
if i try to catch up with them,
it seems so far,
Am I really that useless or what?
where is my life again?
what is life all about?
study? enjoy? to have a career? to be with someone u love?
to be success?
I really have no idea at all..
One thing I can admit, I'm a big lazy ass...
not because I wanna be,
just I don't feel motivated.
where did I lose all my passions? my youth?
the more I look into the world,
the more I fear,
I'm afraid that I will lose myself in some where,
where can I find myself again?
the journey of my life just begin,
but I feels that it is dead long ago in my heart,
till I find my dreams and goals again,
I'm REVIVE!!!
I hope I can be ALIVE again... even is just a minute.
and find my smile again..
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hey =)
is there anyone who you idolize or inspired you?
i dont know if this will work
but let's give it a try.
Clear your head
Imaging you are attending a funeral of somebody you idolize or somebody you wanna be like. Can you see ppl around his grave , some crying as he/she influenced their life greatly.
If somebody ask what they think about him/her, what do you think they will say?
Now, think about when you pass away. What do you want ppl to say about you ?
Nobody knows what they want life, ppl tend to chase after their dreams but most ultimately all of us would just want to understand ourselves.
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