Tired.. feeling sleepy..

but a lot of thing suddenly come into my mind,

but I do not how to express it or to put it in words,

i'm not good in forming sentences,

so sometimes i do not know how to tell people around me what am I thinking.

I think my brain is not complex, but my character (personality) is

as a lot of people said, human mind is the most complex thing in the world,

but sometimes, i think my character (personality) is much more sophisticated than others

god, sometimes i just want time to go back when i was young,

so i can enjoy the time whereby I haven't turn into a monster like now.

don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining my life now,

it is perfectly great cause,

I have the chance that maybe other people do not have,

like have a great family, superduper cool friends that support me all the time,

annonymous enemy that poking my back or killing me silently,

a super lovely bf that 'killing' me all the time,

great bosses that give good advise all the time

sufficient and luxury needs and wants

but just i do not know what i want more,

am i too greedy or so lonely or etwas.........

i think I'm just too tired to think,

CH.. got any answer for me?